Just a rant...

Pin It We went to church today and of course Maddie didn't want to go to Sunday school or to the nursery either so she sat with me during Sunday School. Then it was time for church and she didn't want to do that either. I tried with her and tried to get her to be quiet but didn't have much luck. She colored for a little bit and did her best to sit still and not talk but it is hard for a 2 1/2 year old. lol I totally understand that but at the time, during that moment, I just want to scream at her! The church has such high ceilings that everything just echos. We finally left half way through because she kept yelling, "I wanna go home" The first month we went she did so well and it was so nice to be with adults for a few hours. I haven't been to church in about 15 years so it is nice to get back and try to better myself. I need to find some peace.

I love Maddie to death but I just wish she would go to the nursery and give me this time I need. Sunday is Shane's day to sleep in so I can't really just leave her at home with him and go on my own. I have tried to leave her in the nursery and let her scream and cry but she went on for about 30 min the time I tried. I tried my best to ignore her and broke and went and got her. I just don't know what to do to make it easier. I have even tried to stay up in the classroom with her and that didn't work. She is almost the age to go up with the older kids, 3-5 or something like that. They do crafts, have snacks and a lot of fun stuff but she just wouldn't do it... Maybe I will try it again. Next weekend she goes to stay with my mom and I am going to be bad and prob take advantage of being able to sleep in and clean the house, then go get her. What to do, what to do.....